At the community arboretum at VWCC. Jen recommended it. It is a lovely spot on a gorgeous day. I've decided on a child-sized bench next to running water. Over the weekend it was rain and cold -- wonderful. Today the sun has come out. "Hello, Beautiful Day. Didn't know how much I needed you until I had you."
I dressed pretty for a date with this Beautiful Day, but I don't feel very pretty -- not the kind of pretty I want to be. Superficial, I know, but I'm a girl that way.
And lonesome. Lonesome for him I've yet to meet since being back in Roanoke. I "felt the need" or the "intuition" (still unsure how to describe that thing I have) to pray if our meeting will be soon, but I don't know how to listen and look for that answer. The answer to "who?" -- much easier to spot.
I know having someone won't be the answer to everything, but for this moment, it would be the answer to something. May I serve him well and love him dearly. If he picks me. I very much hope, right now, not knowing the kind of person he is now, he picks me.